You continue to hone the vital skill of surviving the unknown through exploration. Most humans do their damnest to avoid growing in that regard. I salute your diligence. It makes for a highly creative path. I'll be 70 this year, and I'll retire. My lifestyle is more transient than most Americans. Change is never an issue but I recognize (for better or worse) my need to be tethered to something. Simple self-esteem is enough but as I've gotten older I've taken on baggage, perhaps too much attention attached to discerning an unimagined future. After all, I know I live in a socioeconomic system that devours old and young as a result of greed or upon any given tragedy. Only a figurative handful are safe from that probability. I'm feeling a need to cut some ties to prediction, downsize to better focus on the present.