I love the way you express your thoughts in your writing. The content isn't typical analysis, it goes more profound, and you present yourself as very together and in touch with a healthy outlook. You could be anyone's great friend and advocate. Forgive me for disagreeing; your description of how you feel when you dance exposes a lot about your feelings. I imagine anything you immerse yourself in has a similar result. Maybe activities like those are your ideal Medium? That's not to say writing isn't. Writing may be your emotional challenge—a call to overcome fear. I have similar difficulties in music performance. I don't mind looking like a dork when I dance, or a fool when I write, but singing one of my songs live? I hardly ever go there.